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I love her, She loves me. I love him, He loves me. But everything is not well. The voices of people, Whisper evil. Every action, Every mistake, Is permanent. No going back. Look at the mess we made. Life is never easy. Every cut so soothing, Every pill so precious. The blade I hold, Gleams. Oh so beautiful. But this is not right. The pills, my drink, Are not holy water. The gun, so powerful. One chance, One bullet. The pain I carry is too great. Must I suffer more? The trigger waiting to be pulled. Calling my name, Seducing suicide. I think of him, I think of her. Are they happy? I put down my solution, And run to the problem. They need me, I help no one.

Posted by: Confussledlover Thu Feb 28, 2008 @ 01:11am

~*~ LoVe ~*~

It takes only one minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone and a day to love someone,
but it takes a life time to forget someone.

Im not supposed to love you.....
Im not supposed to care.....
Im not supposed to wonder where you are.... and what you do....
Im sorry i cant help it....i already fell in love with you

I still remember the day you where holding my hand....
you say ur gonna walk to the end of the world with me....
But Then... You leave me...
From the day you went away... i forgot how to breathe....
how to cry...
from that day.. im afraid of looking up to the sky...
from now on only im waiting....
things are getting blury.... i forgot what im waiting for...
LoVe?..... Is there really have True LoVe?
Where can i find the answer.... or maybe there is no answer...

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waterbending master24
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Commented on: Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 04:35pm


	sad britt, i am so sorry that you are in so much pain, i know that you love him but remember that there are many others who love you and would gladly drop whatever they are doing for you, who would do anything you ask, just remember that if you were not here there would be many many sad ppl. remember that you can tell me anything, thats what friends are for

Commented on: Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 10:48pm


	I agree with him Brit as your step brother who is really close to your age I would simply die if you did anything to your self. And I love the poem by the way. heart biggrin

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Commented on: Tue Mar 11, 2008 @ 10:32pm


	Sadness... in the good way crying biggrin heart heart heart xd heart heart heart

Commented on: Fri Mar 14, 2008 @ 02:27am


	that is so sad.... crying but the writting is very good and i think you shud persue your dream of becoming a poet

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Commented on: Sat Apr 05, 2008 @ 11:03pm


	im sorry that youve gone through so many bad things and it sucks that there is always something wrong but its good that you have a way to express yourself and i mean your poetry is just amazing

Commented on: Sun Jul 06, 2008 @ 07:38am


	This poem is...just wow... the mood of it literally hits you, its makes you feel the mood very well, Very good, keep it up biggrin biggrin But honestly, I know what you have been through, i know it better than ALOT of ppl, and i have actually had that gun in my hand, with one round...basically Russian Roulette...thankfully, the bullet wasnt in the chamber when i pulled the trigger, otherwise...you know...but anyway im glad i missed cuz then i wouldnt have been able to meet you. And now, ive been trying to help you get of this Pit of Despair, this you know, and we have made progress, im just glad i could help someone finnally biggrin biggrin heart heart

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