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when my heart cries i just sit and wish to die, as i sat there and watched her life slip away i knew i could not stay, although my mom needed me there i could not sit and stare, so i left telling her that i loved her so, her tears were like flames burning up my soul, and now my life has so little meaning but i know that she would want me to live, so i go on just for her sake, my agony i try to push away but it just wants to stay she meant so much i cant really say, so i write wishing for you to understand, but always and forever my heart lies in her hands, her happiness will fill me someday, my mourning will come to a bay, my heart will shine again.


here is my other

when you left me my heart turned as cold as stone, then dad said that he would be back for me, now i sit here in dispair im all alone, wishing for this to be a dream, wanting to wake but know its not so, im trapped in this life so get used to it i must,
I Love You Mom