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love me love me not

and when i see you again will you still be the same as when i left?
will you still be in love with me or will you hate me like i do you?
will you still be strong?
will you still hold on to something thats gone?
or will you let go and fall to the bottom of the bottle?
now is this the end or the beging of the line?

please tell me you kidding.
becuase hearing this is killing me inside.
but then again what does not kill me that comes out your mouth.
how many time before have you said this?
and how many time's will i have to tell you i dont want to hear this anymore.
im perfectly happy without you in my life.

so please just move on with your life.
so i can move on with mine.
cause this is all too much for me too soak in.
you tell me im a mistake, that you wish you never met me.
but then you'll turn your back and tell me that you love me and you want me back.
i don't know what to do.
i dont know how to hold on to all these lies you've told me many times before.

please tell me you kidding.
becuase hearing this is killing me inside.
but then again what does not kill me that comes out your mouth.
how many time before have you said this?
and how many time's will i have to tell you i dont want to hear this anymore.
im perfectly happy without you in my life.

tell me do you love her or do you love me.
i think you much better with her and don't tell me differnt
i dont know what to say.
is this my life of her's that im living cause it seems like her's.
but i guess these thing's were ment to be.
i guess these is what was ment to happen to us.

please tell me you kidding.
becuase hearing this is killing me inside.
but then again what does not kill me that comes out your mouth.
how many time before have you said this?
and how many time's will i have to tell you i dont want to hear this anymore.
im perfectly happy without you in my life.

so there's no use in trying to change it.
there's no use fighting me or this.
please just move on.
i love you and i can't just walk away you hurt me.
you hurt me bad exspecially scince you lied to me.
and scince you left me not once not twice not three time's but four.
and all for some stupid slut.

please tell me you kidding.
becuase hearing this is killing me inside.
but then again what does not kill me that comes out your mouth.
how many time before have you said this?
and how many time's will i have to tell you i dont want to hear this anymore.
im perfectly happy without you in my life.