ALONE
by: phyLLz
alone,
that is my life.
it has never been easy,
i can not do anything freely.
its as if im a prisoner,
living in this closed door.
i smile and i love,
but i end up failing.
i keep thinking,
about things that keeps on blinking.
im happy,
but i wonder if i really am..
when i laugh,
there is a sting of pain in my
mind and heart.
i wanted them
to know,
but too scared to do so
silence,
is what i do
wandered through the deepest darkness,
nothing was in there, except
for me
i wanted help,
but, noboy dared.
they don't care,
im still waiting.
i cried,
reminiscing if i ever did have
happiness.
it really hurts,
when ur happy, in love, sad.
i want to grow,
into the highest light.
to feel,
the emotions that i have to have.
somebody,
save me from
this pain.
i'll wait,
even if it takes
FOREVER.
