Has anyone ever felt a strange feeling in their stomach? And every time your heart beat you'd feel it there too? Has anyone ever felt so depressed they felt like crying and never stopping? Has anyone felt like crying but didn't because you didn't want people to worry? Has anyone ever thought that no one cared? Has anyone ever felt so lonely the feeling was indescribable? Has anyone ever wonder what it would fel like to be held by that "someone"? Has anyone even ever thought about love felt like? Has anyone never been n a relationship so they didn't know what love felt like? Has anyone thought that maybe if you went missing or died that after a few days things would be back to normal and you'd be forgotten? Has anyone ever felt all of these emotions that i have listed all in one day?
I have. That day was today. And i sometimes wonder what would happen if i saw a therapist since this happens so often. even at school. Would a therapist even work for me? I have so much trouble opening up to people like them. There is probably no help for me. Just watch...i'll be depressed almost my entire life and no one can stop it from happening. Don't let my smiles and "I'm fine!" or "I'm okay!" 's fool you. It's just a mask
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