Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Tears Fall

as im right here in this moment

i cant stop thinking about it

that speacial someone broke my heart apart

but right now all i have to do is be strong

i cry each time i see his face

cause all his face is a DISGRACE!

he didnt prove his friendship at all

he send a friend to do the job

i dont belive in cowards

i dont belive in shame

but i do belive that you were to blame

sure we could of been friends

but you didnt show me friendship

you didnt show me respect

you dont diserve my tears

i cant belive im still crying here

i know you didnt mean to hurt me

but what you did is more painful

that anyone has givin me

you fed me poison

you didnt give me a reason

its time to shoot all that poison out

and move on with my life with no doubt

i will say these last word to you

i loved you

i dont know what went wrong

i still care about you

even if you broke my heart apart...

if you broke up with me cause you didnt like me anymore

its ok

if it was because im ugly,retarded,and just not good enough for you

i understand......

but my tears still fall

time to say my goodbyes

and start new in my life....






incase you guys didnt know victor broke up with me on tuesday march 18. he didnt say it to my face instead he send vicky to tell me.even worse he broke up with me cause hes wants to get back together with his exbf......i felt retarded and i didnt have use for this life...cause i really liked him..march 19 was gonna be our month anniversery but i guess we didnt get to celebrate it..... cry there are times i try not to cry and try to just get over it...but its hard.....he was my first everything kiss,bf,a guy who liked me as much as i liked him....idk what went wrong...but the fact he is a coward for not breaking up with me front of my face makes him just a disgrace....i MIGHT have a lil feelings for him but ill get over them...and when i do ill go find a nice guy for me a guy who like me for me.....
thankyou for reading this poem this is one of the poems tht i actually do like and tht i felt in tht very moment when heart break accured.
oh srry this is so long sweatdrop