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I always speaking and talking alone with my imagine friend! No, it is not, I am talking and speaking to me !

Everyday, B4 go to sleep, I spent 1 hour and stand at the mirror, chatting with my friends...

Am I crazy ?

I dont have too many friends whose can understand me.... They r fcking bullshjt.

Sometimes, I singing, just a little song I was created for my-self, for my feeling, yes! I am weird....

Everyday, I just think how can over this feeling, how can I forget her, how can I do everything without her ???

How ? No one can understand me, even my parents, even she is....

Sometimes, she thought I am Gay and weird coz I always do something stupid.... No I am not, I just want make some funs to those guys, I want to see YOU smile, YOU laughing.........

And now, I know that I was made my mistake which You never ever forget it !

You never fogive me that mistake.....

I just want you to know how much I love you.........

When I lost You... I lost Myself .......