<Center><b>Ok Ladies and Gentlemen, I hope you don't mind, u don't have to read this it is just me being kinda emo...I have been a very busy girl lately and it has gotten me somewhat depressed...Today, I spent the day with Icey, Jon, my mom and dad. I felt like I was the 5th wheel. I know that is something I shouldn't feel especially since I was with my sister, bro and my 'rents but I did. I don't like feeling like that. I still don't. Right now I am sitting at Icey and Jon's apt and I want to cry. I hate being alone. I feel like I am going to be like this for the rest of my life because everyone else around me is either "hooking up" or getting married and it is really depressing. Don't get me wrong I and J make me part of the group but you know when you have that feeling that u just don't belong, yea that is the feeling.
I have been trying to think of a speech because Isis is making me give one at her wedding so yea...I have had writers block for some time now...I just want to scream.
I am having issues with my room-mate. There, that is all I am going to say about that because right now I wanna scream about that.
I am going to go before I start to cry some more and Isis and Jon come over and kick my a** since I am easy prey for them because I am in their living room. N e ways, ja for now!!
&3 J</Center></b>
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Keep your head up high! You are a truly great person and anyone is a better person for knowing you. I have enjoyed talking to you and thanks you all your help!!
I do understand exactly what you are going through, sometimes there are nights that I cry myself to sleep because I cant stand being alone! biggrin biggrin biggrin