everything is turning against me. notes, positions...i can't believe it may actually be happening...that i'm being replaced without me even knowing it because i'm never called or talked to for weeks at a time...that's it isn't it? She's not just a friend...you can't tell someone they have been on your mind the entire time for the past few days and that you love them with all your heart if something wasn't going on...i'm so worried right now. He means everything to me...he makes me happy if i do get to talk to him, and he makes me feel beautiful too. The only good thing that happened to me was getting together with him...but i fear it's going to be tossed away, i won't be able to handle that at all...i'm praying right now my worst fear isn't coming true...
I may be upsetting but do understand me on this okay?
And as we speak i'm more apprehensive but i'll get to the bottom of this...i've got so many possibilities laid out before me, that any one of them could be right y'know? My bet is on some of the bad ones, cause it's just how my luck plays out with these things, but meh. Never know...
Chrizzlee Community Member 
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