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Okay, I am totally stressing stressed b/c I like this guy, but he is kinda my friend's ex, but I think she may possibly still like him, but I don't want to tell him that b/c then he may want her back and then I also want to tell him, b/c it's the right thing to do, but I really really am starting to like him b/c he's so nice and stuff....I hate my life right now b/c I don't know what to do, but I also just wanna tell him how I feel, but what if he doesn't feel that way about me? and then there's the fact that I think I freaked him out today b/c I was staring at him in the lunch room.....I didn't mean to, I just zoned out on his face lol...........this is getting long...and he logged off....and it sucks...and she's gonna kill me.... O.o OMG! I DON'T WANNA DIE!!! O.O lol


I'll stop ranting now.... sweatdrop sweatdrop heart cry crying crying crying crying