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*sigh* what's the point of being on here, anyways? why did I come and start to begin with?
-I wanted to talk to one of my friends because at the time I had a slight crush on them...well that didn't last long *rolls eyes* ok, why didn't I just stop getting on after he started ignoring me?
-at the time, Gaia was still fun. the people in towns were nice. there weren't alot of perverts. everything was still brand new. my avi was whatever I wanted it to be. then I got offered my job xp
-oh boy, that was a disaster. everything started going down hill from there, I guess. I liked it. it was fun. it became boring. I got fired. never got payed when I was supposed to. then what happened?
-eh, it was somewhat fun, but not like when I started. sure I was finally free! I could wear whatever I wanted, I could have whichever hairstyle I wanted, etc. great! so what's the problem?
-I got offered the job again. xp ick, why did I keep taking it stressed same bosses, same pay, same miserable torture. well that destroyed it right there, I guess. got fired. got another job. eventually got fired from that one too. blah blah blah. friends wanting to commit suicide, left and right. boyfriends breaking up with me. arguements nonstop about getting my money back after..I don't even want to talk about that anymore!!!!! evil it's stupid and annoying and I want it gone!!! scream evil stressed so now what's the problem?
-Gaia's just...boring. I can't date on here anymore. everyone in towns is a pervert, pretty much. no matter how many friends I make there...we just don't 'match' I guess would be the best word for it. I don't 'click' with anyone. I don't fit in. there's nothing here to excite me anymore. so why do I keep coming back?
-I've got nowhere else to go. I mean...good grief why do I keep coming back? ew, I think I just want to meet the perfect guy xp like that's ever gonna happen. I had my chance...twice, and I lost them both. now he's in love with the girl of his dreams, yadda yadda yadda. I don't really care. it's not like I fell in love with him or anything. sure, I liked him a little, but he was just so great! kind, funny, saved me when we met, listened to me. you know, he was just...perfect. oh well...this sucks xp to be completely honest, this really does. there's just no point to anything anymore stare whatever. guess I'll just get off again. not like I have anything to do then either xp