♪So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
I must be ******** cursed.
Why can't I hold on to people?
Why can't I ever hold on to the people who mean the most to me?
How many god damn times have I just let them slip away?
But god, this time it hurts so much more...
I'll have nobody left...
Only two things make me happy, and I can't have either...
I've never been able to have what makes me happy...
Quite the opposite, in fact,
I've always had the things that make me happy ******** themselves over in some way, shape or form.
♪Do you pull me up just to push me down again?
The only two people in the world that can make me feel better,
That I can talk to,
The only two people I trust.
One of them's leaving, and the other's always been gone.
What have I done to deserve this?
What have I done to deserve this constant abandonment?
Will it ever end?
When will I have done enough to make it stop?
When will I just be able to keep what I need?
I'm half ******** ready to declare war on everything I believe in.
Nothing's right anymore.
Nothing's been right for three and a half ******** years.
My world went gray once, and it's going gray again.
♪They say it's over
And I'm fine again
Why try to stay sober
When I'm dying?
 The Muffin Monster · Thu May 29, 2008 @ 02:39am · 0 Comments |
