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Whenever I breathe,
is as if there were thousands of stabs going through my wounded heart.
The darkness threatens to take over my mind,
and I can't control it when all I feel is pain and chaos.
I want to leave all this agony,
but the black is running through my veins.
I feel as if I'm not needed by the one I truly loved,
as if I failed her.
It hurts so much to think and live,
as if I'm losing my sense of humanity.
This emptiness of my soul is making me lose control,
every moment I spent is to much to bear.
Every sounds hits me like a bullet,
I'm feeling as if death is coming soon.
I feel as if all is lost,
I feel like I'm just unnecessary waste of time, energy and space.
My world is simply gone.