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Tokay! I know I used to be an ANIME FREAK. I wanted to see every single manga ever created and I had all the naruto headbands and AZUMANGA DAIOH. When I got to freshman year of high school I was also pretty much addicted to Maple Story (www.mapleglobal.com go at your own risk). I call it "Maple Crack" hehe~. Well anyways. Finally got to high school and everything was great! I had my friends and everything- BUT I felt as though something was missing. I couldn't figure out what it was for 2 years. 2 YEARS it took me. At the end of my sophomore year I made a vow to 1. Stop watching anime and 2. Stop playing maple story. The anime was easy but maple story.... took me another 6 months.
I realized that I had an obsessive personality. Well- an obsessive thing. I'm not callin it OCD cause I don't have it 3nodding but I had to stop and learn my own boundaries. This has changed me greatly!! I am much happier with myself because I don't, honestly, feel like a freak anymore. I did feel it as a way of growing up but it was also a big change for me. My inner Megan is at peace!!!
Lol though... unlike me most of my "friends" haven't realized their obsessive personalities. They really go crazy with everything. I'm actually ashamed that I used to be that way! I just stopped myself. and every so often I might get back to that >> so I have to keep myself in check.
I dunno. I think everyone should try it. If your obsessed with something and YOU KNOW IT? Let it go ^ ^ you can always go back later. For example I started playing maple story again but I'm not super crazed. Really, TRY IT!
heart Megan~
