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Things On My Mind..
Mostly nothing worth reading, but every once in awhile, there may be a jewel in the garbage heap. I tend to only write in journals when I'm depressed, it seems, so probably best not to read, I'm sure.
I Cried So Much
So, today, I basically made everything up as I went along. It started out basically pretty depressing. I wanted to help out and be useful and do a good thing, so I was gonna donate blood. But because of something beyond my control, I can't do it. so I got sent away yet again. so I basically stayed up all morning and afternoon, tired, cold, hungry, and hopeful, for no reason. I didn't get to sleep right away when I got home, but when I finally managed to get in a short nap, I was happy. later on, I was looking stuff up and remembered a movie I had been wanting to see, so I finally got to see it. I have never seen a movie that played with my emotions so much....I cried at so many different points all throughout the movie, and so much, I was almost ashamed of myself..I was in awe of it, some of the hard action of it all, and saddened by how much and yet so little I could relate to the characters and how they felt, but yet, not there situations....and sometimes, just everything that happened was too much to take. I've never felt that way..I think I'll buy it soon, if only just because it's a great movie, even though I know I'll end up crying like that again..





 
 
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