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I watched "The Notebook" for the first time tonight. It was the saddest movie I ever saw. I didn't cry during, well maybe a few tears. But after it was over I walked into the main hall of my house and looked in the mirror and suddenly I felt really depressed. I walked into the kitchen, sat in the corner and cried for ten mintues. I'm not really sure why. I guess it's becuase I know I'll never find my Noah. I've never had someone tell me they love me besides my mom, and I know I have the rest of my life for someone to tell me that, but I keep thinking, 'what if it never happens. What if no one ever tells me they love me.' I feel alone right now. cry