Been a year since I submitted an entry~
'Bout time I did another one.
TO SAY I'M ANNOYED.
AND ECSTATIC TOO.
I mean, I've been dissed and stabbed and hated and resented and basically looked down upon... But I don't care. I like my '******** the world' attitude, and I know there are people who love me for it, too. So, if you don't like it? Well, eh.
Sorry I'm not anorexic like you.
Sorry I'm not obsessed with myself like you.
Sorry I don't care about what people think, like you do.
Sorry I don't like bitches.
Sorry I don't like talking in people's back.
Sorry I like what I like and hate what I hate.
Sorry for being who I want to be
and not be afraid of what people think.
I mean, hey! I have REAL friends who love and support me through my hard times. They listen, and don't call me EMO--which is stupid, since you're calling me a music genre--and actually give a damn about what I think. Not like most people.
I have people I love and like and people who are there for me. I don't know if they do. I know that one person has no one else she can run to, and that's her problem. I know another person who doesn't like me because I get sick and have appointements at the hospital.
And I have someone who hopes I die.
Well, sorry if I like living!
But I won't keep on living just to spite you.
I'll keep living because I know it's worth it for the people who care about me.
And I'll keep living and ignoring people like you, who can't bear the idea of difference.
Lauren ;
Just like I keep you sane, you make me feel better about myself. It's weird to say, but I feel completely free around you. I can be spazzy and when I feel like killing someone, you volunteer to help.
I love that.
I can honestly say I'll NEVER regret that day we met--was it in that FMA RP I did? I think it was...
Love you girl.
And remember.
I'm your walking, breathing diary. ; )
'Bout time I did another one.
TO SAY I'M ANNOYED.
AND ECSTATIC TOO.
I mean, I've been dissed and stabbed and hated and resented and basically looked down upon... But I don't care. I like my '******** the world' attitude, and I know there are people who love me for it, too. So, if you don't like it? Well, eh.
Sorry I'm not anorexic like you.
Sorry I'm not obsessed with myself like you.
Sorry I don't care about what people think, like you do.
Sorry I don't like bitches.
Sorry I don't like talking in people's back.
Sorry I like what I like and hate what I hate.
Sorry for being who I want to be
and not be afraid of what people think.
I mean, hey! I have REAL friends who love and support me through my hard times. They listen, and don't call me EMO--which is stupid, since you're calling me a music genre--and actually give a damn about what I think. Not like most people.
I have people I love and like and people who are there for me. I don't know if they do. I know that one person has no one else she can run to, and that's her problem. I know another person who doesn't like me because I get sick and have appointements at the hospital.
And I have someone who hopes I die.
Well, sorry if I like living!
But I won't keep on living just to spite you.
I'll keep living because I know it's worth it for the people who care about me.
And I'll keep living and ignoring people like you, who can't bear the idea of difference.
Lauren ;
Just like I keep you sane, you make me feel better about myself. It's weird to say, but I feel completely free around you. I can be spazzy and when I feel like killing someone, you volunteer to help.
I love that.
I can honestly say I'll NEVER regret that day we met--was it in that FMA RP I did? I think it was...
Love you girl.
And remember.
I'm your walking, breathing diary. ; )
