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goodbye old friend
my 16 year old cat is being put down on the 26th of june do to kidney failor and some how i feel like if i dont fall asleep it will never come and today will just keep play over and over again and i will never have to say goodbye but i know that thats not the way this works and i know that its for her own good but still i feel like somethings being ripped right out of my very soul i dont think things will be the same my mom and i want her to just close her eyes and sleep sleep and not wake but thats not going to happon either she's to stubborn for that all i know is that i cant sleep becouse if i do tomarrow comes quicker and so does saying good bye crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry crying crying crying crying crying crying crying cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry crying crying crying cry cry cry cry cry crying crying crying crying
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