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......*sigh* another day, another way to escape form reality....hey everyone. Arion Here..Gee, I wonder, does anyone ever read these entries? either, its a good way to release what I'm feeling at the moment. As it happens, I'm deeply in love; and as it stands, I won't have this anyother way. I just want him to trust me....................I find no pleasure in obliterating what is the core of us all: the human heart. It's precious to me in many ways...aside form how I know all to well the feeling of being rejected, denied, hurt, stabbed, betrayed, lied to, and crushed by past friends, some family, and other who truly didn't deserve my heart....but I gave oit to them any way. shameful disgrace on my part. I should have known better...but all of that is the past. I care nothing for those who wish to hurt others; souls out of spite or selfish gain.These, in my honest opinion, deserve to lose their hearts to someone and completely fall in love...and have their hearts torn apart, piece by bloody piece, right before their eyes. This world is a cruel place for love, but somehow I still spy a daingty light in the distance, struggling to be seen amidst the pain and dying. Still longing to be seen by the faithful and by those who truly believe that love exists...even when all have proven otherwise. This light that shines from a distant darkness.....this light i deem as Hope. it exists in the bleakest of places, when all other lights have gone out. Someday I hope that he will embrace hope as i have.........only then will he find the calm for his tumultuous soul .......only then. But for now, we have a long winding path in front of us, with its obstacles looming in the disatnce. In spite of thses things, I remain unmoved. I'm not taking a step without him by my side. This is our journey to embark upon together, and when we reach the end we would have lost nothing. Only gained the world.
A.j.anime~
 Arion Izumi · Thu Jul 03, 2008 @ 05:09pm · 0 Comments |
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