Ally
There is stuff i haven't been honest about and i know it hurts you more when i hide it from you. I have been taking Drugs to get rid of my pain. The pain of being adopted not having friends, not having a family and Losing Nicky. Its all my Fault everything is especially if you get hurt. I am supposed to be your Boyfriend but i don't act like it at all i act like a jerk. Lying to you about things and hurting you emotionally. I am not proud of myself for what i have been doing and i feel the only way to redeem myself from it is to Die. I Love You and want to be with you forever but what i did doesn't deserve another chance. If you hate me i Understand now this time i Know that if we brake up it is my fault. I ask you this ''Please forgive me". I haven't been the Perfect Boyfriend actually i never was a Perfect Boyfriend ever. I just wish i could take back everything i ever did to hurt you. I Am Sorry For Everything.
I LOVE YOU
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