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the world that i live in is slowly fading away
i cant tell whats fake any more.....it all is real in my eyes.....
you look at me and turn away....for i no longer am human
this world is sculpted to the mistakes of my actions
it is now dark....filled with my hate i tried to burn when i was young...
the wars...that go on inside of me now
over love
hate....any feeling i try grasp.....slips out of my reach
and thus i fall back to my
rusted word of pretend....i look around and see the door that held my futur
dissapear into the eyes of the beast....that was once my soul
slowly im eaten away by this monster
left to decay with the rest of my world....i sit for hours inside my self wondering when i will die...
wishing this pain i hold so deep will stop coursing through my body
every second i spend wallowing in my sorrow
my sanity creeps farther from my mind.....in this world im nothing
i close my eyes and picture nothing but darkness
you look at my once again....you smile weakly and extend your hand to me
just as i touch you....you melt in my shadow
i collapes into my self....and lok at the door that now sits befor me
i reach for the handle and swing the door open......you pull me in and hugg me close and say
'i will stand by your side...throught war....hate...love......three days after forever....never to leave your side'
i stand tears streming down my cheeks
i now relize that hope isnt given to you....you have to find it
my hand in yours i walk into the new world that you have helped me create