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Why me? Why, why, why?! =.= I hate meh stupid brain!! Why does it have to torcher me lik this?????? Why?? I might as well tell you wats going on, seeing ranting will not help yu understand at all sad
Well . . . my dream last nite . . . why does my mind have to be so twisted and cruel??? *sigh* I dreamt of people dying . . . again . . . It happens regularly, but this was different. I never actually dream of others dying, because it's always me that dies in my dreams, but this time it was others =( I must warn yu ... this happens often to me so I will prolly write about it a lot >.> So wat happened was . . . There were three people, a woman and two men... they seemed like they were new to the place... they were at a beach and there were people {bad guys, we'll call them} and they wanted something the one man had . . . well he didn't give it to them { yu would have to see this in my point of view so yu prolly won't get it, but teh main guy had a kinda thing going like james bond} So now there's lik this war going on between teh good guys and teh bad guys ... and through this part of teh dream it was blurry and I can't remember it all that well ...
The woman... she died in a movie theatre by teh bad guys (it's weird, the bad guys had traps set up EVERYWHERE). So now, there's two men left ...
I dun remember how the main good guy was killed because it was (my dream) was mostly focused on teh other (older) guy . . .
This part gets easy to see ... it was horrible ... So now they are in library, the bad guys r looking for something there ... I don't remember wat it was ... and then soon the other good guy comes... I suppose he was looking for my dog, for my dog was hidden under a library table, he goes to get him and picks him up *choke* then there were traps set around him ... crossbows? i think... I heard a noise (i never actually see ne one die, but I kno they do) lik, fireing? and then a scream and a yelp (that was my dog *sobs*).
So now, there's another guy that I hadn't mentioned earlier (i think he was a prisoner of teh bad guys) and he's at a house to try to find teh main good guy (that we already discussed was dead..), but found a trap instead ... it was kinda funny looking... and then this bad guy comes outta nowhere so we (i think i was a cameraperson? in a film that represented the guy i was filming? i dunno)... so we ducked down and tried to run for it. I heard a laughter and then this giant... metal ball? I think? came flying towards us and hit the man in the arm (it's funny, he got hurt, but i felt the pain) and we keep going and get to the edge of town where houses r, we have no idea where to go so all we could do was stand there ... the bad guys caught up to us and ... well i heard the man scream ... I woke up, i didn't scream lik other people do wen they'v had a nightmare... I (usually) hold my breath until i kno i'm safe. . . which can take very long if it's still dark out =( So, that was my nightmare I hope you enjoyed as much as I diid rolleyes Funny thing though . . . I'v heard you wake up from your dream b4 you die... which i usually do . . . but it does that because your body, your soul ... want to save you from dying ... then why do i die so much in my dreams ne way? :/
Conclusion!: My brain is not nice to me ... sad