It was sort of insulting when you said I should find something 'normal' first then you'd think about it. That's unfair though, because not an inch or anything that's about me is really actually considered something normal, because what's normal if it's not interesting unusual and different. That's why I think you should change your mind on that decision. I'm weird. End of story. My sense of style goes astray and attracts toward the metallic vibrations of visual kei/lolita styles. I hate having to be told that I can't do something, it seems unfair. Even if I whine, cry, or break rules in rebellion my mind will be determined on trying my hardest to do what I can for what I'm aiming for. I wasn't allowed to get the clothes I wanted, I wasn't allowed to even wear my favorite one pair of sunglasses that I bought, I wasn't allowed to go to summer school to hangout with my friends and up my grade further as to become ready to soon become an official honors class student, I'm not allowed to talk to my friends on the phone, but I can talk to my annoying little cousin that 'secretly' hates my guts, and I cannot wait until I can finally make my own decisions and not have to rely on other people just for me to be able to do the things that I desire and am deprived of doing. I'm not just another stupid, violent, rebellious kid. Adults are stupid, violent, and rebellious also too. That's why wars are even lead by them. It would be easier if my goals were not heal back by trivial things like money and adult's decisions which are obviously unreasonable. Summer school prepares for more credits for high school in order to graduate and be ahead of everyone else who didn't go and started the year off only at the supposed 'first day'. I wish for that last day, that beggining. When I can finally become an adult and see to it.. That I will leave behind all those adult's unreasonable words that crushed them like the brown decaying insects nestled into the cranies of an old corridor, rotting and withering away.
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