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I dont know anymore...Ive begun doubting myself, my art, personal life. Everyday, same thing. Wake up, shower, breakfast, Tv. And Im lucky if I eat. Usually I skip breakfast. All I do is watch Tv all day. To some people it would seem like a paradise. To me, its like my hell. I cant find anything else to do? Even when I do something else, I doubt myself. When I pick up my sketchbook, everything I do is crap. When I go online, all I ever see or read is something amazing someone else did. And when my parents want to talk about it, I dont care. I really dont. They keep pestering me, but I just ignore them. They want me to go to a shrink. I aint crazy you mo-fo's. Im just an insecure, 14 year old teenager that wants to go to sleep. And to the waht, three people who actually read this, dont be me. Go find something else to do besides listening to some white somewhat emo kid rant on about his life. GET A LIFE