So today i got in a fight again..with..[[Guess who?]] Not the greatest fight, and i think it's serious this time.. i act like i don't care...but i really do :/ ANYWAYS. Eveyy might give me 100k.. but for now...i just REALLY am bummed out..sad and tired.. if all i could ask for one thing in this world it would be a second chance, i'd take it, and make it all right.. too bad.. second chances don't exist in some people's books.. Well..i'm just sitting down, nervously talking to lily, cause...of course, if things wouldn't have turned out this way..i would've had someone on my side :/ Today just feels like a never ending nightmare, and i just want to let it all go.. i want to wake up, and forget the nightmare that left me scared :/ but it's not what i'm dreaming it's more of what i'm feeling when i can't wake, and just want to erase, what is going on here? i just can't stop..it's aggravating, and emotionally, i'm accelerating, this whole situation is exhilarating. Rhymes usually cheer me up, but not this time, if things would have gone another way, i could have thanked time :/ i guess it's true what they say about time, it's not on your side, exactly when you want it to be..
C R E E A M I E · Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 01:19am · 0 Comments |