I've had a couple of bad love stories in my life that i'm not really proud of. One is about this guy who wanted control over everything I didn't relieze it. His name was Larry. We were very good friends in 6th grade. I mean we had so much fun we called each other sisters we were so close.....I mean that was when we didn't know about anything sex, drugs, emo, goth.....it was a wonderful life. But sometimes we lose the good things that make us happy. In 7th grade he changed we learned about somethings but it still didn't change the way I felt for him.....he was still my friend but I acted strange he said. I would call him names like bubblebutt or butthead. I did hurt him and when he was hurt i found new friends and stayed with them. He was all alone. Since I look back on it I think I can't believe I treated him like that. I tried to apologize.....but then we met this girl named Jade oh man she was an awsome friend! She was kinda goth and emo...when december came she left for boarding school never came back until 8th grade. We came back learned alot of things for some strange reason everytime I looked at Larry or even got near him I would blush I couldn't help it. He kinda acted strange he learned about emo and goth and all that s**t *sighs* he hated his life he wanted to end it. Take the pain away. Larry would say i'm going to end it now. "I may not be hear tomorrow." He would be there the next day....which got pretty annoying after awhile. I wanted to be there for him take away his pain love him care for him. Jade (old friend) asked him out before I did I was so jealous I hated her.....so I asked him out he said he would think about it....came back the next day and said alright but we have to keep this a secret. I fell for it. He teated me like s**t like I was nothing. No matter how much he said he loved me, gave me love songs, kissed me he still treated me like I was nothing on this earth. He would kick me, call me names, betray me. I went back to my friends just to get away him from me. It scared me he would follow me around, saying "I'm nothing without you!, Don't leave me!" I stayed with him. It tore me up....I was so kind to him but he'd yell at me for no reason. I cried we I got home. I couldn't talk with anyone cause it was a secret relationship. I didn't want to spill about it cause I was afriad of what he was going to do to me. People thought there was something wrong with me I couldn't eat, sleep, I was depressed. Larry wanted to make me into an emo since he said I was a wannabe. I yelled at him then he said "never wanted to see my face again" I turned my back on him he grabbed my shoulder I felt the anger in his grasp it hurt I said "let go." he turned me around and slapped me. I fell to the floor stunned. He walked away saying "don't you ever talk to me like that!" When we came back to school the next day I saw him I couldn't move he came up too me and said he was sorry....I forgave him. He acted like an idiot running around saying random things like "p***s" or "big d**k" I ignored him tried to get away from him. 9th grade came and oh my god everything changed I loved my life after I left him that crashed down when he was walking my way. He hugged me. Larry wanted us to get back together *sighs* I said yes. Later on in the year I met someone I had a crush on in 6th grade I went to Larry and said "I want to break up." He turned away so I asked if Paul (crushman) if he would like to go out with me he said okay. He was weird He said he loved me like a sister. I said your suppossed to care for me not as a sister.....seems that I was the first girl that he ever dated that relationship lasted about a day....no joke. Now back to Larry he was furious that I had dated another boy. We were early for a club so we stood out in front of the door together I was terrified. Larry asked me so many questions I didn't answer any of them. He grabbed me pulled me in and kissed me tears were falling down my face I pulled away he slapped me for crying. I ran off. He followed after me pinned me to a wall. Licked my cheek and and told me he loved me. I kicked him in the nuts he fell and I finally got away from him......that's the last time we ever got close to each other. I told this story because we're going to the same school and I'll have to see him cause he has most of my classes. *sighs* Well i'm glad hat I have people who care about me so much! Thank you so much. I'm very happy to have so many people in my life who love and care for me.
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