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so many memories
just going around in my head
i can barely sleep at night
can barley even go in meh bed

i take the time to close my eyes
then open them with fear
i keep seeing haunting memories
that fill me up with fears

one after another the horrible memories flash
so many you can never count them and and then they all clash
this creates a nightmare i wish i would never see
as i fall deep into my sleep i wish someone were with me
to help me through this nightmare as i sleep
i dream into it and i slowly weep

bloody walls and dirty floors
the ones i love on the floor
i wish this memorie would end
fade away into a dark place
that will never come back to me agian
im tired of tears and im tired pain
im tired of my lost sleep
4 once i want to dream a happy dream
and lock away my haunting memories

so many times i have been hurt, beaten and close to being dead
its never as easy as breaking a thread
its always a strong knot on a rope
its so hard to break and im loosing all hope
if only there was something to make these erase
these memories of mine are just so hard to embrace


i lean agienst the open window
hopeing the wind will clear my head
these momories r slowly suffacting me
i fell as thou im loseing my mind
some one hold my hand tonight
help me trew my nights
these memories r weaking me
im loseing track of my mind

bloody walls and dirty floors
the ones i love on the floor
i wish this memorie would end
fade away into a dark place
that will never come back to me agian
im tired of tears and im tired pain
im tired of my lost sleep
4 once i want to dream a happy dream
and lock away my haunting memories

i just dont know what to believe anymore
my real days even seem like my nightmares
but i think i have found the light and the way
this doesnt happen everyday