you know what? i feel like such a brat. i have my friends thinking i'm so great, like i don't feel pain cause i don't want to. they tell me i'm the strongest-willed of them all, and i don't think so. i feel like it's a complete lie.
I've had a sucky life [who hasn't?] but i just try to steeer clear of showing it. i avoid negative thoughts about my life. most of the time.... i get very emotional... but only when i'm alone. only a couple of people have SEEN me cry. i hate to cry; i feel weak. i see it a a weakness i must hide.
I tend to show my smiley, bubbly personality, who loves laughing and being silly. heh. but honestly, it's just a shell. i feel like a complete fake. i don't know who i am anymore... did i ever?
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