CONFUSED AND RANDOM
When'll this fever of mine break? I feel fine, but the pain lingers on for as long as I let it. Well, no more...
I now realize that I have to break out of my safe haven, and test the outside world to begin anew. She's out there somewhere, and I hope to find her soon. I hope she's not too far, because I've searched high and low where I'm from. I tell you, there is no one here that's quite like the one in my dreams and imagination. It's a damn shame she can't just pop out from my head. And even if she did, at least my headache will be cured for the first time in a long time.
Just coming back from watching a movie special. It was okay. Also came back from eating at a fastfood joint. It was also okay. Recieved an early phone call from a life long friend only to be asked a minor question. It was okay. Not really, but at least I was thought about. Finally, just alittle relief for once in a long time. Yet, I can't help but think that this is the only reason anyone calls me. I feel used up, sometimes.
No worries, I've seen a new way now. No, I'm not going to tell you. Get your own damn bright ideas, and stop stealing mine. I know how I can make myself happy. Just one problem, though...I don't know what the hell I'm looking for. I mean, I do, but then I don't. Whatever, you know where this is going. Don't act like you dont understand, or else I'll think of you as a liar. Trust me, you don't want that.
