So I got my food. We went to calzones for dinner tonight. I had this lobster ravioli and my mom this werid...s**t...whatever. I stole a few pieces of her left overs too. And then a bunch of calimari. Because squid is good. I like how it's still got all the tenticals and stuff on it. That's the good stuff right there. Espeially, if it's over cooked. Then it's like chewy, savory fish jerky.
Mmm...whatever mom got it's good. It's like a cheesy ravioli. Pretty good. I know this is weird but I keep a salt shaker in my room. Lol. I know I know I'm a salt addict but I don't plan on living that long so it doesn't matter. I'm just ventin out my s**t and talking to my journal because I can and so I will.
I guess I'll vent about how me and nick got into our first little bump...I thought he was going out with some other pretty chick around the time when he was off in vegas with his office people. Why did I think this? I never told him this because I knew it make him feel bad or it just make him hate me so I never said. But the reason I thought that was because I had been skimming over his journal entries, and I noticed this one girl....who always told him that she loved him......
I dont' even wantto think about it. I just re gained my mask and I'm not about to loose it again. But anyway, that was why I didn't want to believe nick. That one girl...just..urgh....Dx.......-sigh-....someone THAT perfect couldn't have lasted as long as he did. This time it was someone I choose out. Someone I wanted because I liked them, not for a plot, not because I felt bad for them, not because I was forced into it. Because I actually LIKE him. Haha a mircal huh? Nothing that nice would last that long. It's only natural. I got to comfortable with it and now look. I'm paying for my selfishness.
Fun....
So..what it's like 10:50pm....I should be in bed. Meh. MEH I say.... I'd rather not sleep thank you. -sigh-.
God I swear I'ma have to kill whoever is lurking in my room. If your reading this, get the ******** out of my room before I tear you up. -_-; I swear to god you got like till I finish this entry before I kick your pashma a**. Ya know what forget you I'ma ignore you. -_-;;;;; Your on my list.
Ok now back to topic. I don't know. /rant
Really I don't know. Haha....I don't know what I'm going to do now. I don't. I really dont' know. Hahaha.... I'm alone now. Hahahaha..... I obivously failed my turn at life. I'm done playing this freaking game
I just want to find someone.
That was it.
That was ******** it.
Ahahahaha.....
/endrant
Anyway
Calzones....
who ever heard of putting lobster into ravloi with chedder cheese? See, it be ok with like a nice soft cheese or maybe a paramason but not this cheddar crap ew. Kinda ruined the dish. Or here's a better question, why name, a reasturant, after a folded pizza, AND THEN NOT SERVE THAT KIND OF PIZZA!? DX
Lol I just relised my last stalking thing ended up to be a double post. Lol. Oh well...So...bored.....boooorreeed......kinda tired too...should probably work on that math project......better get it out now, work on it now before I forget.
*blinks at green note book*
Hey there's that picture I drew...more shitty avi art of zeth and Jinx hugging...ha...and here's this one, Jinx is sleeping on zeth's lap, how freaking cute....not to forget this picture of jinx and zeth sleeping togther on a bench...haha....what s**t...what lies....*tears up pictures*
Lets try to stay on topic.....Pencil...I need a pencil....
Ok so I got distracted. XD Navy and I were talking about alarm clocks...and palm reading....and then Pat was asking me about a total drama island rp {ew} and then yeah. >_< So gotta work on this s**t....
screw it it's like tommorrow already. XD Lol. I better head to bed soon for my 6 hours of sleep.
So when it was 00:00 I mades a wish. But I won't tell you! Because telling someone your wish is bad, then it won't come true!
I hope my wish comes true....<3
So when me and navy were reading our palms, we figured out that I'ma picky lover, and that I need love. Hahaha what a bad combo. >_<; It also says that I'm hurt easliy in love.
Wow I think that basicly means I'm screwed. x3 Fun.
I don't mind. I don't really care to be honset.
So...math work....screw this I'ma cout them up. >_<
 x-l J i n x l-x · Thu Sep 25, 2008 @ 05:16am · 0 Comments |
