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I'm a lot more withdrawn than I used to be. I'm happier but still easily agitated. I'm starting to snap at Alex. Well, only on the phone. The phone is annoying for some reason. In person, we're perfect. I wish I didn't snap at him because it is started to transfer into person. I can't blame school totally, even though that is a huge part. It stresses me the ******** out.

I want to go to school tomorrow for 7th period. I'm in Pottery III and I'll be starting on the wheel. OHHHYEAAAAHHH

I'm most withdrawn in Drama, sixth period. That's because I hate the lower classmen in there. Now, I may be an upperclassman but I am still on the same level as them in the sense I've never taken a drama course before. They seriously shouldn't be this stupid. :/ I try very hard. I made an awesome grade on presenting my Eulogy and almost everyone was crying. Maybe I have a teensy bit of natural talent but I practiced that thing (btw, it was about Dakota) and it showed. Maybe I write a little bit better but I still make mistakes. I'm able to work and improvise around that though.

I don't want to be myself in there. They really wouldn't get me.