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zach and i are going out now♥ i'm so happy♥ he's the most rockin' guy in the world and he's uber pretty too. but he still won't show me his whole face =( he acts like he's got a wart farm hiding there. he's so cute♥ i love how he smiles and from what i can see, his eyes are uber pretty too. they go great with his hair♥ i'm gonna type this here so i never forget, zach and i started going out on 10/7/08. there. now i'll always know♥ i'm so lucky to have him♥
uhg, but i hate my mom. i was gonna stay after school today to wait for my brother untill 4. so in the mean time, i would hang out with zach. but mom thought i would be in chess club. but jazz band (what my brother was staying for) got canceled. so my gay mom came to pick me up and i didn't get to hang with zach at all. she makes me so mad, i want to shoot myself.

edit: and now i'm depressed. ever since i gave up star, i don't want to write anymore. the new story i've been trying to work on is crap. and i don't feel like spending another 5 years perfecting it like i did with star. (it seriously was 5 years, i'm not even kidding.) and now my new story that doesn't even have a name makes me want to puke. it's a sad day when someone that wanted to be a comic book artist and writer gives it all up. an even sadder day when that's the only thing that retarded writer ever practiced for the past 13 years. i was born to be an artist. but i don't want to be one anymore..