Hello. ^^
My name, well I don't feel like telling you. lol. But you can call me havishanta. Or havi, or shanta, or whatever the hell you want. ^^
This is my journal, which I'm sure you've already guessed. As such, it has been a tradition since my trio started a journal to give a brief (or long) introduction to the reader of yourself.
Hello again. I'm havishanta. I'm thirteen. Yep. I'm a teen. ^^ Damn proud of it too. lolz. My favorite color is pink, because whatever the hell you people say, I really don't care, pink is an awesome color! XD I like exercise (even if I need a little shove to get going), time to myself, writing, music, Skittles, rainy days, and flowers. Quite a mix, eh? ^^ I'm a major gay supporter. In fact, you could almost say I'm bisexual. I've considered dating chicks. I've haven't found the right one though yet. Although I'm looking, I'm fine with who I am right now, and I don't need a guy...or girl. lol sweatdrop
I'm Mormon, but I'm not exactly a role model. Lol. I believe in the Book of Mormon and the Bible and all, I just don't believe in some of the crap they teach. Like leggings are evil. And homosexuality is a sin. God! Could they be any more judgmental?
I play the flute and piano. I'm switching to french horn in band though. It's hard, but I like challenges. Flute was too easy for me, and too normal, almost. French horn is so weird and out there, and I've always loved the sound of brass instruments. ^^; I'm also unofficially learning how to play guitar and alto saxophone. And every now and again, Mr. Aguilar, my band teacher, will want me to switch to percussion for songs. I'm also in a band with my best friend, who I also have a small crush on, Jordan. Sadly, she just got a girlfriend. Her name is Laney, but I'm happy for her, and Jordan says Laney and I will be good friends, so I can't hate a future friend. ^^
Anywho, Jordan and I are like flowers amongst the leaves of people, in our opinion. We're introverts, majorly... but we like it. It's our super power. lol. Anywho, we haven't picked a band name or anything, but we write a lot of songs. She's better than me. =( She is also really good at putting guitar, while I can't put my songs to piano for crap, but I try. I guess sometimes its not good enough though.. ='(
Bleh! DX I can't get depressed in the intro.
Anywho, I also have other best friends. There's Kathy and Nicole and Charlie and Gyu, who are awesome. And then I have other friends like Sierra H. and Moriah and Marlene and Tigo and Alex and tons of others.
In my family, I have my mom, who I don't really like. I went through abuse with her. =( Then I have my older brother, CJ. He's soo awesome and I love him soo much! He's going to college, but lives with my mom and me. I have my older sister Nikki who left for college. She's going to be a Physics teacher. lol. Weirdo. ^^
I have my dad, who divorced from my mom because my mom was cheating on him. He's awesome! Though its sad because I feel like I'm growing apart from him. I can't tell him half the things going on in my life in fear of ruining our relationship forever. I don't want to taint his perfect image of me. He thinks I'm the perfect, straight A student Mormon girl, and I want him to keep thinking that. I want him to stay happy, if that's what it takes. I have my step mom, Hana, who is super nice. Then I have my two half sisters, Brigitte, whose five, and Brooke, whose four. They're both sooo cute. I love them like my own sisters.
Well, I think that's it. I could go on for hours more, but a lot of the stuff, you can find out just by reading my entries. So thank you for everyone who read this far. I owe you, like, a quarter or something. lol. Ta ta!
My name, well I don't feel like telling you. lol. But you can call me havishanta. Or havi, or shanta, or whatever the hell you want. ^^
This is my journal, which I'm sure you've already guessed. As such, it has been a tradition since my trio started a journal to give a brief (or long) introduction to the reader of yourself.
Hello again. I'm havishanta. I'm thirteen. Yep. I'm a teen. ^^ Damn proud of it too. lolz. My favorite color is pink, because whatever the hell you people say, I really don't care, pink is an awesome color! XD I like exercise (even if I need a little shove to get going), time to myself, writing, music, Skittles, rainy days, and flowers. Quite a mix, eh? ^^ I'm a major gay supporter. In fact, you could almost say I'm bisexual. I've considered dating chicks. I've haven't found the right one though yet. Although I'm looking, I'm fine with who I am right now, and I don't need a guy...or girl. lol sweatdrop
I'm Mormon, but I'm not exactly a role model. Lol. I believe in the Book of Mormon and the Bible and all, I just don't believe in some of the crap they teach. Like leggings are evil. And homosexuality is a sin. God! Could they be any more judgmental?
I play the flute and piano. I'm switching to french horn in band though. It's hard, but I like challenges. Flute was too easy for me, and too normal, almost. French horn is so weird and out there, and I've always loved the sound of brass instruments. ^^; I'm also unofficially learning how to play guitar and alto saxophone. And every now and again, Mr. Aguilar, my band teacher, will want me to switch to percussion for songs. I'm also in a band with my best friend, who I also have a small crush on, Jordan. Sadly, she just got a girlfriend. Her name is Laney, but I'm happy for her, and Jordan says Laney and I will be good friends, so I can't hate a future friend. ^^
Anywho, Jordan and I are like flowers amongst the leaves of people, in our opinion. We're introverts, majorly... but we like it. It's our super power. lol. Anywho, we haven't picked a band name or anything, but we write a lot of songs. She's better than me. =( She is also really good at putting guitar, while I can't put my songs to piano for crap, but I try. I guess sometimes its not good enough though.. ='(
Bleh! DX I can't get depressed in the intro.
Anywho, I also have other best friends. There's Kathy and Nicole and Charlie and Gyu, who are awesome. And then I have other friends like Sierra H. and Moriah and Marlene and Tigo and Alex and tons of others.
In my family, I have my mom, who I don't really like. I went through abuse with her. =( Then I have my older brother, CJ. He's soo awesome and I love him soo much! He's going to college, but lives with my mom and me. I have my older sister Nikki who left for college. She's going to be a Physics teacher. lol. Weirdo. ^^
I have my dad, who divorced from my mom because my mom was cheating on him. He's awesome! Though its sad because I feel like I'm growing apart from him. I can't tell him half the things going on in my life in fear of ruining our relationship forever. I don't want to taint his perfect image of me. He thinks I'm the perfect, straight A student Mormon girl, and I want him to keep thinking that. I want him to stay happy, if that's what it takes. I have my step mom, Hana, who is super nice. Then I have my two half sisters, Brigitte, whose five, and Brooke, whose four. They're both sooo cute. I love them like my own sisters.
Well, I think that's it. I could go on for hours more, but a lot of the stuff, you can find out just by reading my entries. So thank you for everyone who read this far. I owe you, like, a quarter or something. lol. Ta ta!
-havishanta
