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no one can understan me
not one person
they think they understand me but they dont
noone in the world will kno hu i reli am on the inside and yet i want to be understood
no one in my family knos how i feel and they never will because they conctetrate on their own lives and noone elses and i feel bad on the inside everyday because i feel as if im nothing to anybody i wish that someday i could be understood by one person at least. everyday after school i feel as if i did something i wasnt supposed to do and i feel guilty for wut i think i did
but i reli reli dont want to feel that way anymore and becuz of that feeling if feel as if the world has stopped moving around in circles and has moved to a new direction
ppl think im happy all the time
im happy when im with a friend but im not happy when i get called names, ppl think im a tough grl at school
i act like it
but im not hu i seem to be im just an ordinary grl hu thinks she has the worst life in the world but wut i dont get is
y me
y of all the ppl did i have to get stuk with the most confusing life ever i just wish that i can be someone else for one day and if i liked it i want it but then later on i would regret it and i figured lovce life how it is then changiing how ur life is
being happy with wut i got rite now is all that i can wish for but later on i will wish for a person who can understan me better than anyone else in the whole world just one person is all it would take to make me happier i just dream of that everyday that that would happen maybe it did
it maybe didnt happen if it did happen then y didnt i kno about it
y wasnt i told of it
everyone who reads this will probably try and sum will gain and some will lose