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Teh Roxi's account that is deeper than it needs to be
You guys get to read me ranting, complaining, and whatever, although, I do tend to rant a lot... i depends on what mood I'm in. I'l probably be deep, sometimes, or when I'm mad I'll be mad, or whatever. But it'll probsbly be deeper than it needs to b
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How weird am I? It's past midnight, and I still feel wide awake. None of my friends are online, and all i have for company if my brother, typing away at his computer. Oddly enough, I find this strange behavior comforting. To me, it's just the fact that I have some downtime from my normally busy schedule, to relax, make a journal entry, and make my thoughts known. "This is one strange girl" My readers must be thinking, and for all i know, I am one strange girl. Because for one thing, I never planned on being normal, I never wanted to change. You call me strange? So be it. For some reason, I'm just feeling relaxed right now, and that nothing can touch me, and that I have my own bubble of relaxation protecting me from the things that I need to do tomorrow. And the fact that I can't just relax tomorrow, and that i actually have to do something with my life. What strange thoughts I'm having. It surprises me how deep I can be, and long I can drone on about the stupidest things, whilst others that I know, simple sate their mind, and leave it at that. Is there something wrong with me? Is it bad to want to go deeper into my thoughts and truly understand what I'm trying to say to the world? It all just confuses me some times. Why can't I just sate what I feel and leave it at that? Must I dig deeper into my humanity and explain the meaning of life? It all just confuses me sometimes. Everything, from my friends, to loved ones, to enemies and the whole world. The world, and everything in it, including me, just confuses me, why do I have to dig so deep? I know it seems like I'm repeating myself, but I can't help but think about theses things, over and over. It truly confuses me, and I dearly hope that I am not the only one confused by this whole mess, or maybe I am just a strange girl.
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 Teh Roxii · Sun Oct 26, 2008 @ 05:50am · 0 Comments |
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