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Yay..4 days of school this week but uh...school.. -.-; I hate school now. I have like, no friends left cuz they all turned on me due to a reason I'd rather not talk about. And I blocked my two best friends on MSN..Zakku and Kurisu..AKA Zach and Chris. I have no one to talk to on msn other than my friend Jonny and he annoys me because he just does smiles every other IM. So, yeah. I didn't get to hang out with anyone this weekend. I went outside once. I slept till 3:33pm today so..yep. I'm kind of depressed and I just want everything to go back the way it was!! I was Chris, Zach and all my friends back. Everything went down hill about 3 weeks ago. I was seriously going to cut/hurt myself yesterday but Chris talked me out of it before I could do anything. I'm starting to think I'm not meant to have anyone around me..It's like everyone else is floating around me and I have a repelling force acting on them. It's not that I'm mean to my friends or anything, just the fact they never agree with the guys I pick to date or anything.