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Yesterday was halloween.

I had two dreams one good and one evil.


My frist dream I had sex with my girlfriend it was quite nice though it did not last.

My second dream... I was killed by my father with a knife. being stabbed and cut until I fell down and died...



and the most perfect thing of all -_- my girlfriend is playing "dare" and she told me basicly its sex and all the wounderful stuff. and best of all I'm not playing.


So basicly I dont know what that means anyway i feel depressed already tried to cut my wrists but couldnt do it only made a mark. I keep coughing and coughing maybe I'll cough up blood soon.


Anyway hope you all had a happy halloween so far mine looks like its my undoing.