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this ******** sucks i found out that he cheeted on me i my own ******** property wile this friend of mine was PLASTERD nd he was sober he eather did or almost ******** her...idk atm...but he was kicked out of my house and hee wants to be my riend and i might be pregnant so im trying to not ******** up anything for him/her so im beig nice but i will feaal sorry for it cus it will have a step dad andi hate my step day lolz so sereousaly it sucks dude i needsome more pot im soooo pissed and people wont leave mealone and i dont feal safe in my room so i stayed at brandon (ex)'s house last ight and i have school in the morrnig so i cant tonight so it sucs and im not going to be able to sleep man it sucks...i fel head oer heals for him dude...man i cant think about aything without thinking of him...and ive ******** him so many times in my ed and a whole buntch of other stuff its where i told him i was inlove with him..its where we talked about the baby and other stuff...man this ******** sucks...and im going out wih his bro so i will beseeing him ALOT dude idk what to do... well peae out you guys