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* The Midnight Sun is alas gone... *
I've been feeling so desolute lately....stressed over stuff, purposely procrastinating even though I know it has to be do. Worrying really sucked the energy outta ya. Even though I can still smile and laugh, that happiness only lasts for but a lingering moment like the snowflakes kissing your tongue on a cold winters day.
[Mah, mah, Kaori did you have to use "kiss" istead of touch? Well, sounds more romatic than touch? *bonks self* ]
This week alot of stuff happened, first off I took the short stories test today, not sure if I did well, but if I didn't I'm most likely dropping Honors English II.
I know, I know, I should hold out and see if I can do better, but I think time already decided for me that it's a gamble for all or nothing.
I know if I drop out half-heartedly I'll regret it and I don't want to drop just because I got one lousy essay grade and an average B/C test score. *sigh* But times are cruel, I rather drop down one than risk being butchered by my parents, and gah! What if I don't get into college because of this crying [needs higher GPA]
Same for Psychology but not so much, if I study a bit more I'll be fine...
Not sure if this is good or not, but I'm drawing manga again, but not fan comics this time, but Original Storyline. Still a newbie at it so it's not up to your typical shoujo standards...but I still enjoy drawing...even though it comes out not so well without inspiration
Did you know Ishida from Bleach, his seiyu was an awesome singer? Wah~! He is^^ I've been addicted to listening to his beat collection songs for quite a few days now xD
Hanatarou and Ichigo ish too. Renji, I think would make a good rapper? [not a huge fan of rap so knowledge is narrow]
I think I'll make a karaoke version and put it on Youtube if I have time.
Speaking of Karaoke, I recorded a version of myself singing [Taiyou no Uta], best version yet, but still can't hit the high notes and bit tonedeaf, but I liked this version a lot^^
Now, I must hide it in a secret folder so lil bro/family can't find and play it during family get-togethers. That would be the worst crying They'll never let me hear the end of it.
Heh, the funniest thing happened the other day. I was eating animals crackers [don't we all enjoy decapitating the little animals with our teeth xD ] And my lil bro and I were trying to identify the crackers, and before he bite into what looked like a Polar bear, he said "The polar bears outta action." and I thought he said "Polar bears aren't mexican"
I was like "....of course they arent" and felt so stupid afterwards when he corrected what I hear redface
I think I feel a bit better now xD Sorry for always taking it out on the entries especially if you were wanting to read mindless rants.
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