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xp I dont even know why i am even writing....?
im just in a weird mood i assume...but i will tell you something HELL FREAKY...
Monday night i had a dream about....
the tv show, NUMB3RS..it was done out like an episode...it was brilliant, suspensful and very well done, action and thriller.... BUT
THE CATCH IS....
I HAVE NEVER ONCE WATCHED THE SHOW!....
how ******** weird is that???
sweatdrop
i confused the s**t outta meself....
now i am writing my dream out, i have NO idea what the characters are like....
i know there names (ive searched "Numb3rs" on the net and found out all that i can)
I havnt even seen the show, and im doing better in my Numb3rs Fic than i am with my FFVII: ADVENT CHILDREN in which i have done 2 1/2 pages and with my Numb3rs fic is 6 pages. ....... WTF!?....... ..................
ninja so weird and strange i am!.......

AnywaYS....
By Angel, Griffin leaves on OCT 24 lets hope all goes well and i dont have a breakdown like i did on sunday night...... lets say......
i cried so hard, i couldnt breathe for at lease 1-2 seconds!....not very good.... i dont necessarly want to tell him, i dont want him worried, good thing he dont read me journal!... sweatdrop ..........................
well.... a part of me is broken but most of me is EXTREMELY PROUD AND HAPPY FOR HIM! i hope he has fun and doesnt fall in love with someone over there.... but i feel he wont, i know he loves me! heart True Love finds its way through the tough!....... 3nodding
here's a poem i wrote on Tuesday night....
keep in mind i havnt seen or heard from him since Sunday, he's been at a camp with the school OVER THE HOLIDAYS...not happee.... stare ...anyways here's the poem:
(kind of depressing....)

Your one and only desire
Your one and only love
Your one and only pain
Your one and only reason
Your one and only feeling
What is it?
Who is it?
Why is it?
Your dreams take over something so great,
So powerful,
So wonderful,
So magical,
So beautiful…
Will it fall apart when you walk away…?
Walk away from it all,
Turn away from it all,
Forget it all,
Leave it all…
Is it all going to be all the same?
The same pain
The same feeling
The same emotion
The same dream
The same magic
The same reason
The same desire
The same love….
Will you still be mine?
BUT im sure all will be well.............. heart i have so much faith in him!.... SQUEE!.... I LOVE HIM!
later'Z