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I've reallized by now that life isn't fair, and no one is really nice.
Everyone is fake, and now I understand the depth of a particular saying.
The saying goes "If you can overcome prejudice, you can overcome anything."
And it's true.
Prejudice is extremely hard to brush off nowadays, with more stress on everyone and appearance being everything. I hate it when people say "just don't care" or "ignore them" because it's hard. You always fear what people are saying behind your backs, and you can't bear to be talked bad about.
I envy those who say "I don't care what other people think" and mean it, but I can't stand people who say the exact same, without truly meaning it. Because if you do mean it, you are on a level of your own. If you're above cliques, and words are only words to you, then you deserve my upmost respect. Because if you can accomplish brushing off things like words, which define and shape a majority of people. I also respect people who are "the norm" who have a fair amount of friends, but are close with all of them, and who you never hear a word about, good or bad, from anyone but their friends. Because those people are the happiest, who have little worrys about stereotypes, or friends going behind their backs. I aspire to be a "norm"
People are fake, too. People say they're real, that what you see is what you get, but that too, is fake. Appearence does not determine realness or fakeness, it's simply a unqiue characteristic no one is ever satisfied with. It also is how sterotypes are born, which is why everyone strides for what they won't ever have. I hate how people put on masks where they're all "ohh your my best friend, lets hang out" when they talk s**t about you behind your back. It's ******** ridiculous. It honestly hurts more than it would if you actually told me to my face.


I hate it.
I hate people.
I hate the things people do.
I hate the things people say.
People are ridiculous creations that are ment to simply destroy themselves and take as many lives with them.
I hate people.