I'M SO FREAKING BORED!
And I haven't written in here for awhile so I'm due for a random rant, it also seems like I only ever write in here when when somethings going on like holidays or trips and what not.
I'll talk a bit about the summer and everything else, so my summer was cool I told most of yall this but yeh my brother moved out, koo. This Autumn I got a haircut and I love it oh so much like cuute yeh, I also went to a funeral but it wasn't all that important seeing as how it was my great-step-grandma. I use the term "great" lightly, brrr I'm soo cold it's suppose to be 22 tonight like zomg, I'm realizing that I need to focus more on myself, my life, I don't quite know how to describe things right now not just for me but for everybody.
I've changed so much over the years, looking back in 05-06 I was so foolish but I had fun, things happened that I'd prefer didn't but you learn from them and move on.
2006 Was the worst year, so much s**t went on that it's almost a blur and yet always clear when you think back on it.
I've cried a lot this year I usually only cry maybe twice or 4 times a year, I'm blaming it on the fact I'm more girly than I have been in the past years and like teenage girl s**t angst and the fact I'm gonna be 16 in Feb.
I can't ******** decide do I want a party? If so who should I invite? Where? OMFG How much is it going to cost? I still don't know any of this! I've got indecisive teenage girl syndrome. <---- (Very serious, ilol'd you should too)
(Not very emotional, well actually yeah kinda but tends to bottle it up)--->
I've let my guards down I let my heart get taken advantage by my stupid little mind and it's evil concoctions it thinks up.
There I just opened up, I've noticed I'm doing that more now-a-days not a lot and it's like little snip-its of me opening up, but hey it's something. I'm one to try my best at solving my own problems along with others.
Well I'm still bored, but less, I'mma go baizz. <33 Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year!
Seeing as how I got no idea when I'm gonna write in here again.
Bye! <3
 diazinon · Wed Nov 19, 2008 @ 07:29am · 0 Comments |
