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The boy see's the angel, the wolf exits his spirit, and then he see's the demon, he holds his hand toward it, "You...look just like me...but your eyes...they hold no life to them...no soul...like i used to. Your hair is snow white, and you wear white jeans and a white shirt...with two buttons...the angel...looks like me... with bright and vibrant eyes...the wolf...his fur...so black...his eyes...yellow...and golden... but you all seem so like me... at different stages of my life...but who is me now?"
He looks each one over...thinking..."The angel...other than the wings...looks like a demon...and the demon...looks like an angel that has no wings...and the wolf...the wolf seems the bravest of anything ive seen...that cant be me...it never has been...so strong...so sure...so brave...the demon once was me...for so very long...the angel has also never been me...that would be how it doesnt look much like me...the demon and angel...the wolf...the demon is most like me at one point...and even now in look...the only aspect of the wolf i have is loyalty...the only aspect i have of the angel is kindness...now and then...but the demon...wrath...the uglyness that is his face...and even the look in his eye, is still mostly me, there is one person who changes that...she is the most important person in my whole life. But still, i am more like the demon...am i...so vile, so evil...and so treaterous that i can only be loyal, and the only times i am kind are when...my happiness is overwhelming?" the demon nodded in satisfaction, and raised its head in pride, for it knew it had won. The boy knelt down, and coughed, hard. he knew he was fading into darkness, but he knows also that in the darkness, he has a light that will guide him out of the dark, that light is her, he has made himself how he once was, in order to keep away the girls who flirt with him, but he has no clue WHY they flirt with him. But he knows he is scary as hell when the demon takes over, so he is letting it take him again, for as long as she is not around, he wants to be left alone. So he stones himself, and makes himself the coldest, and creepiest, scary person that the people in his school know. He makes sure in this form, when the demon takes over, to wear two buttons, every day, to keep himself reminded to move at human speed, and stay at human strength, wen they are undone he becomes faster and stronger for each button, with the both undone, he is twice as strong and fast as the normal human, and he will scare even those who did not before know fear, he will make them afraid. Until she comes for him, he traps himself in the cage that once was the cage he kept the beast in, that beast that is so scary, creepy, and when she comes for him, he will take his light, and set himself free, and cage the beast again. Until then, he is who he was before he met her. Exept for the fact that he now knows love, and waits for his lover, asleep with his light, in the darkness, letting the demon roam. The wolf and angel are caged as well, the only thing that is kept as a part of him, is from the wolf, the loyalty. The only thing that the demon cannot make him have, is lust. The vampiric appearance re-takes his body, and he looks like the demon, in another outfit.