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i rember the day you were dianosed
i rember how sick you looked
how much weight u had lost
how u had dark circles under your eyes
how sad u were
i rember the finger pokes
you so diespised
how u'd threw your
poker on the floor
with such anger
and how u refuded to take your blood suger
i rember ther screaming that filled the house
blood curding
screams
i'd cover my ears and shut my eyes
as dad held u down
and mom did your shot
i rember the bright blue

and purple
briuses
the shots
would sometimes leave
on your body
i rember buying u 2 almond joys
at the gas stiosn
and scarfing them down b4 we got home
and how'd u'd tell me not 2 tell
mom or u'd kill me
and i'd be in so much trouble
& i never told cuz you were the big sister
i rember how u hid
your dieabetabeats
from ur friends
i rember how
u'd cry
at night wishing it would go away & then later
i rember the moring u couldnt seeyour eyes had bled from

comolicatishs


i rember every1 of the 24 laser

surgies

you had to stop the bleeding

no cuz she was a type 1 dieabeatic
shaunna says:
i rember thinking
Rachel says:
o
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"could it get any wost"
Rachel says:
is nick jonas type 1 or 2
shaunna says:
& i rember
shaunna says:
type 1
Rachel says:
o
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& i rember how we cried
shaunna says:
tbh hes on the back of the paper.
Rachel says:
?
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and then i rem,ber camp needlepoint
Rachel says:

Rachel says:
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shaunna says:
i rember the pics of you
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and your new friends
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campfires.
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horses
shaunna says:
canoeing and so much more
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i rember u teaching me
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you could havae
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almond joys
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as long as you took insuin 4 it
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i rember how camp made you feel so storng
shaunna says:
feel normal
shaunna says:
and feel cinfident
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i rember
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that 1st year
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u went and camae back
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a diffent kid
shaunna says:
a happer kid
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i rember u could poke u finger
and u didnt seem so mad

i rember u showing mum and dad
shaunna says:
how now u could do your own shot
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i rember how now u toldany1 and every1
shaunna says:
that u had dieabewats.
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i rember how u couldnt
shaunna says:
wait 2 be a camp
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cos;eor
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one day
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and then later
Rachel says:
how long is this poem?
shaunna says:
i rember
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as my heart seemed to stop
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when the dr.
shaunna says:
told me i too had it

i rwmber
4 least a little
shaunna says:
while
shaunna says:
we get to be pound
shaunna says:
we get 2 be normal
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and most of all
shaunna says:
WE GET TO FORGET.
shaunna says:

how
despite
the sadnedd
in ur eyes
u saiad
you'll be OK
we'll BE OK
and i rember how we cried
and then i rember
camp needle point
4 least a little
while
we get to be pound
we get 2 be normal
and most of all
WE GET TO FORGET.