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Maybe I'm Just Scared
I think that I'm scared... Scared of what might happen if Mom loses her job.... Or if something goes wrong. I know we have people we can lean on... but as like anything... It is only a temporary splint. One thing can only hold up another for so long. The same goes for people. One Man... One Women... One person can only be your support.... for a certain amount of time. After that limit.... things become strained, stretched and in other means limited. Why do I feel as though the world is about to crash down around me and crumble at my feet? It just makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs, and hope that my breath carries away the fog of insecurities. To hope that my tears will wash away the confusion and open up a new path. I might just be scared to be alone or to even head out on my own. Maybe in this point in my life, things tell me I should go and yet I'm hesitating.
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