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Life is hard.
Right now im trying my best not to cry...
My baby is gone, i never thought that today i would loose something so dearly.
Today is my great Grandma birthday, and the day he leafted me..
How ironic huh?
isnt the old lady suppose to die first instead of my dog? The love of my life?
I wish he would stay with me, like old times, and snuggles, and play around.
he was an old dog, but he was special.
I got Cacho on my birthday when i was turing three.he was about 11 months old..
wow i just noticed that my birthday is coming up in three months. wow.
i hate this.
The pain im feeling is not like any other...
I saw him. in pain. he couldnt get up,
but when he saw me he waged his tail.
when i saw this i was devistaed.
he couldnt get up, but he could wag his tail.
i couldnt help but cry..and still am..
I didnt wanna leave his side.. i never did...
his eyes.. i could never ferget the look in his eyes.
pain.sadness.
he knew what was about to happen to him..

..R.I.P Cacho


But now im depressed. i wish he could be here with me...