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so all of you know [[if youve been reading my journal ]] that theres this guy i care for deeply.
well we've never actually met in person but we talk all the time.
Okay well last night i had a dram i met him when i went to visit my friend out of town. [[i live in austin ]].
i dont remeber how i pictured him really his apperance kept changing...{my dreams never make much sense}. But he was sweet , just like i had imagined him, and tall, haha yeah he was about an inch taller than me like 5'7 and he had dark hair. well anyways we talked a while, about stuff i cant remeber now, and he asked me if i trusted him. i couldnt answer him. i wanted to tell him "of course i do" but all that came out was "maybe". he begged me to trust him, but not the hobo type of beg more like a plea he touched my face so softly and asked me if , for him, would i please trust him. he told me he needs me to trust him completely or he'll never be able to sleep at night. okay so by this point i wasnt aware i was dreaming yet.[[in my dream]] my friend Miranda came up and saw him stroking my face and asking intamate questions and said "okay jeanea time we get going" and the guy out of no where took my hand and said "no not yet you just got here" of course i wanted to stay but miranda said "i dont trust this guy" okay so maybe i read to many shoujo mangas who cares it was a dream... i told her " yeah its okay i do" and went to sit back down after that my dream sorta shifted to a different point in time i was getting ready to got to sleep [[in my dream]] and he climbed through her window! i know right. she said "i texted him the adress he wanted to see you again before you left San An'* " all i could say was "oh" and then he asked me if i trusted him now that miranda trusted him... i was stumbling over my words as he lay next to me..."umm...i..errr..." sweatdrop before i could find the words he kissed me! not one of those 'oh shuddup' kisses a real one. we were still kissing when miranda asked "do you guys want me to leave" before she could finish the question the guy said, "yes. go away. thank you" i laughed against his lips and then he kissed my cheek, then my neck [[which drove near insane]], and then my collarbone and just held me. like seriously he just threw his arms around me and embraced me... i was like wow. hes perfect... i yawned and he said "do you want me to leave" i was half asleep [[in my dream]] and he could tell i was about to fall asleep [[in my dream]] but i said " dont go." "i wont" he said back" but when you wake up i wont be here. im sorry" but i had alredy drifted to sleep [[in my dream]] and he just held me closer... mrgreen heart heart heart cool ninja

okay okay i know what yer thinking, pretty elaborate dream right well, most of the time my dreams are like a series of stupidity like once i dreamed there was a black hole devouring earth but i was in school looking down from a window when ppl started going carzy..and once i dreamed all my friends were postcards and we were traveling with a sadist postman.... yeah i know im strange...thats why this dream was so awesome because other than his appearance which wouldnt stay put the dream was almost normal...iv never had one of those before.LOL yeah xp



*" san an' " is short for san antonio