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this girl and her father had a special bond that no one could ever have ever have closer even thi she was in pre school and her father wer in heaven everytime she prayed for him they became closer and closer...
her father died when she was only 4 but she still has some memories of him in her class everyone would pick on her.. when all the kids left from school her mom finally arrived..
when she went to the park she started to cry because all the other kids were playing with there fathers..she would alyways remember how much her father loved her so much....
life was so hard for her.. a year later it got worst when she started kindergarden cause everytime she came home with her dora backpack she would juss fall on to her bed and cry..
everyday she tried to hold her tears back till she's all alone.. but sum how how her beautiful smile started fading and her tears started to show....
she started dieing slowly inside
she grew older and more sader...
when the time came she couldnt take it no more...
so she ran to the bathroom and pulled out a knife and held it to her neck..
suddenly she droped the knife..she sat down and juss stared at the wall till her mom came in the house..
the little girl didnt want to go run and hug her mom..she juss sat there and countinued to stare at the wall..
then her mother came in the bath room..she hugged her and whispered "it's ok sweetie,ur dad is still alive..because he is living in our hearts"
she hugged her mother tightly as her tears started running down her face...
she whispers back "mommy i tryed killing myself because i wanted to be with daddy in heaven"
her mother started crying too..
as she starts to let go of the hug she tells her "killing ur self isn't the way to go to heaven.. you have to wait till god is ready for you to come vist daddy"
everyday her and her mother play in the park..she doesn't fell alone now cause her mother is by her..
on fathers day her class have there fathers come in and tell them about there jobs..she didn't bring her father.. only a note...
everyone laughs at her..
as she opens her note proudly she reads why her father isn't here... at the end of her speech she says she is not sad nor mad at her fathers death and she says these words of her mothers talk with her " my father is still alive because he still lives on in my heart"
after she read it to the class everyone was filled with tears..her teacher hugs her and tells her how proud she is of her...