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That pretty much explains my life right now.
I'm not getting the love I need from the one place I should be getting it, so for some reason i am looking for it where I should not. Love is a very entertaining thing when it comes to me. But don't ask, because I probably won't tell you. I will tell most people about myself and about my family if they ask. But when it comes to my love life, the people I do tell usually don't accept it, or they look at me like I am the biggest a*****e on the face of the planet, or if they are extremely religious they think that there is barely a bigger sin i could commit. but hey, it's my life and me and God aren't on the best terms right now anyway.

Now you're probably wondering what I mean when I day what I said about god. Well... don't wonder. Because again, you probably don't want to know. if you are christian, don't ask. And if you do ask, be prepared for an answer you probably don't want.

But anyway, back to my love life. It's ridiculous! I think that some people just aren't meant to find love or at least the true thing. Is there even such a thing as true love? People get married and have babies. But how many people stay married to that person? Is it wrong if they don't? How many people do you know that got married before the age of 18? How many of those people stayed married during and/or after their first year? How many people do you know that got married with in a year of knowing the other person? Not just dating... knowing.

But really, can you fall out of love with someone.. or if you feel that you don't love that person anymore does it mean you never loved him in the first place?

Can anyone answer any of my questions? Or do you have some for me now? Just let me know.

I'm still looking for love in all the wrong places? Got any ideas where the right place is? Please let me know.