im not emo or goth i am just in pain and found a label to hind it my life looks easy and fun but it isn't if you have heard welcome to my life by simple plan then you can hear how i feel and if you have it worst then im sorry i have a family that says they love me and wants me to be happy but they don't get that i have no reason to smile other then when i think that someone out there is long to hold me in they arms and wishes to be with me that i cant believe but if it is true he must be dieing or an idiot it is not real when they say love at first site at less not for me i have crushed on a ton of guys just in the end to have my heart broken im a mistake and should have died at birth but of course i live with no love no preps and to die alone and hurt with nothing to give to the people that are need to stay alive to help others i give and give and get nothing back it is what i needed a reality check i have dogged and avoid my fate so many times by accident i should be died by now and to all the people that i have talk to or touched im sorry i should not be here i should be in hell where i belong
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